The Gods Of War

Oke after 3 weeks in Japan and allot before that i came back to myself.... huuuuhh what?

Oke let me explain,

As many know i have a daughter that has a strange disease, well it was strange until the day before i left.
We (my wife and myself) found out she had RETT.
RETT what the hell is RETT well if you want to know (it not a nice disease before you look) look here http://www.epilepsy.org.uk/info/rett.html .
Well so it turned my world upside down, meaning i got pissed at everything including my wife (what is the stupist thing i could do).
Anyway, why i left the guild? Because i was pissed off about the fact i could not handle the truth about my little girl it almost cost me my marriage.
Lucky for me i had to go to Japan and even more i was lucky to get the island volcano that left me in Japan for another 1.5 week so that the Japanese (so friendly people) could make me look at the bright side of life again.

now almost 2 weeks later at home i'm starting to feel much better again, been going to the hospital on and on because they even want to do tests on us now to find out more about RETT where it comes from and what our (the parents) DNA looks like.

BUT
Now for all my fellow guildies i left behind whiteout saying a word when i left (especially the old ones), i'm really sorry i left like that.
I was an asshole, no even better i was a sorry crying baby at that time because i could not handle the fact of a real life as it could be.
I'm really sorry i let you down.

I'm coming on-line this week again after i finish the test and administration work from Japan and ill try to contact some off you to chat about what happened if you want, if not i can understand that.

p.s. my daughter is very fine now with the new medication and so are the parents .

Mate, there is no need for apologies. The issue is compeleately understandable.

Whilst i do not yet have any children of my own, im not deleting the possibilty, and the actual amount of childhood ilnesses sometimes scares me.
To be honest, its a real tragedy to what has happened to your daughter, no such thing should ever happen to any child, or the parent.

Life is a harsh mistress indeed.

All the best to you, your missis and your daughter. Lets hope your daughter is the case of that "[...]but only occasionally will the seizures stop completely" case.

We were wondering really what the hell happened, noone saw this coming.

As ive said before, i wish your daughter and your family all the best, and you have had a home here since ages and will so, if you wish, in the future.

I looked RETT up on Wikipedia. Gosh, what can I say? Totally understandable that you deny it, and get angry at everything... Think I would react the same way (Why does God do that to me?!)

But you are holding on, Chris. And nothing but respect for that. A LOT of respect!

Keep going strong, and be a example for the rest, mate.

It's great to hear that your daughter is feeling better! I hope that it won't change, only improve!

You might not know me as a guildie though, but I feel for you. Although I don't have RETT I do have a slight form of epilepsy and recognised some of the medication provided on that site. I'm fine with my meds now and hope your daughter and family situation will be fine also.

Thanks for the kind words people. ill try to get on-line this friday and have a chat with who ever is on-line.

And i sayed to some one years ago you will never see a picture with me on it, but like i learned the last two months never say never

Still a new member in the guild here, but hope for the best for your daughter and family. Hope to have a chat with you online some day. take care

Ммм Japan eh, i hope you toke some sights for me too man

Its good to hear that you and your family are feeling bether now. And remember what i said to you that everything closer in your life, like your daughter and wife, are there to teach you something and maybe more . I see you are maybe starting to walk in the right direction
Take care and enjoy every second with your family.

If you are talking about the japanese schoolgirls then i have to say i'm sorry whe have been 2 day's in tokio and in those 2 day's they where free from school
And the other 2.5 week we stayed in Komore Shi and there we here working from early in the morning till around 18:00, so no school girls in uniform

And to be honest i have not seen many girls where i could say to whooooo give it to me

I ment overall, but ye the school girls will do too
Tough luck then.

Sorry to hear about your young un Chris. Wow should be the furthest from your mind atm so don't worry over people on here

Hi by the way

Best of luck m8!